Weightloss so far is going well - although for about the next 5 weeks not much is going to be happening other than I'm likely to go back up to 13 stone.
I officially started my date in August/September (I forget which) and I was shocked when I first stood on the scales. I weighed in at 13st 6lb. What the helll? When did i get so heavy?? I remember going to the Doctors 4 years ago and being 10st 7lb. Its snuck up on me, and its not fair. When did I have the time to retaliate? Exactly, I didn't.
So in fairness that was pretty shocking for me. So I managed to lose half a stone really quickly, then I lost the diet before Christmans, but I kept the weigh off. After Christmas I started again and went down to 12st 6lb. I had officially lost a stone! I was so excited!! I know I can do th is, I can lose the weight I want and get down to 9st 7lb which is my dream weight (also still within healthy BMI limitations and what have you!)
And now I have a goal! I mean, technically I had one anyway, I wanted to be skinny for Whitby in June, but this hasn't happened. I'm going to Belgium in October for a festival, and I want to be skinny for then. I want to be able to wear big boots and small skirts and tight corsets and look like I have a tiny waist. I want to get to next summer and not worry about what I'm wearing, that my tops cover my belly or that my arms aren't looking too fat or that the stretchmarks on my legs aren't visable. Its so annoying.
So this is it. My diet officially starts on the 8th of June and it ain't stopping until I'm bloody skinny!!
Finally: A bit more skinny inspiration!
Skinny but not Ribs Skinny - this is generally what I'm aiming for. If I can get it. One of the only pics I've found of Kiera Knightley actually looking a healthy size as opposed to too skinny and ribfull. As pretty as ribs can be on models - its generally wrong, and I want to be a healthy weight, not under weight!!
And I can't be bothered to find anymore so this entry ends :)
